'"...is a FRIEND," by which I mean that /I/ can trust /you,/ not that /you/ can trust /me./' I /love/ you, viewed from the outside, viewed from the records doing fine, Maybe, if you could trust me, if I was more the shape you /could/ — But still, I'm worried about this, trapping myself in a web of obligations, I'm not even sure I want to do languages all my days. Maybe, if I could /see/ it, anything done in years or more, Maybe, if I could touch it, I could believe it's really there — Still, I've no idea how not to lose this, everything that matters to me in this motion, Viewed from the inside, the world's such a beautiful place.